Dear Kristen,
You're right I lied to you about my depression, drinking, and suicidal tendencies. I didn't want you to see my pain and how much I hurt, how I tried every deployment to kill myself to make up for my selfishness. Because I know you would try to bare it all, on top of whatever else you were keeping to yourself. I guess now you see that I am a horrible liar, but worst of all I tried to make my problems your burden to bare as well. I've been selfish and really wondering how did we get to this point, why did you have to see me at my low points.
You're right I lied to you about my depression, drinking, and suicidal tendencies. I didn't want you to see my pain and how much I hurt, how I tried every deployment to kill myself to make up for my selfishness. Because I know you would try to bare it all, on top of whatever else you were keeping to yourself. I guess now you see that I am a horrible liar, but worst of all I tried to make my problems your burden to bare as well. I've been selfish and really wondering how did we get to this point, why did you have to see me at my low points.
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